i'm so sick of being sick
in the morning
when everyone else is going to work and i'm finally falling asleep
took a couple of k pins
but now i don't feel like me
i'm a shell of my former self
and i'm losing my friends to billboard edm and date nights at the gym
and i can't breath
too much smoke
from cigarettes and that shitty weed that you got for free
because theres too many stems to sell it
to anyone pursuing degrees at a state school
and i'm so sick of being sick
in the morning
and the weather isn't helping
i can't go for a walk without being rained on
by anyone with a nicer watch than me
mine's engraved and says "i love stephanie"
we haven't talked in years
but through these trying times
i'm still happy to be alive
because i've lost some friends to pills and suicide
and now they're watching over me
through these trying times
i'm still happy to be alive
because i've lost some friends to pills and suicide
and now they're watching over me
credits
released November 2, 2019
guitar/vocals: jay lewis
drums/bass: nicholas starrantino
Tender indie pop songs that sound like whirring clockwork—bright bells and rhythmic clicks adorn gentle, soothing melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 27, 2021
Ottawa duo Paragon Cause craft songs that occupy the space between goth and dream pop, with sublime melodies drifting in guitar haze. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 15, 2021
Hold Steady frontman Craig Finn expands his tragic character studies to include old-school horns, pillow harmonies, and rock staying power. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2019